I want you

To want. A noun and a verb. A desire, to possess or to have something.

I want you.

A portrayal of a desire for someone that you do not have. Someone that you may not be able to have. Yet you have that desire and you speak of it. Bluntly, blatantly. Like the advertisements blazing along the roads and blaring  in our radios and on our TVs.

I want you.

To desire that they are a part of what it is you wish to do. To have them be a major piece on the board and not just a pawn in your life.

I want you.

You hear it over and over. That this is something that you should do with them because it is what they want, it is what you want. That this will fulfill a part of you that is yet to be filled. That is currently empty.

They say "I want you."

Me? I never wanted you. I need you.

A need is something that someone must have. That they cannot continue live without. You must have this thing, this person, this object for it is something that you cannot be without.

I need you.

You hear them say it loudly to that which they truly believe they need. They do not want this. "I need this so much" "I must have this" "Please... I need it"

I needed you. Now, I need something else.

I need the blood to flow through my veins as I am filled with excitement. I need the voice of another to cry out under my ministrations and I need it to happen frequently. I need you to miss me. I need you desire me something fierce.

I want you to smile. I want you to feel joy as I look into your eyes and smile. I want you to look at me and know peace. I want you to be there.

But above all else. Above all those needs and wants and desires there is only one thing that matters more.

I need you to need and want me.